heres where i put my significant thoughts, epifanys, realizations, theories and more! if your easily offended or uh creeped out maybe dont read some. they arent like, racist and sexist and stuff. i just dont hold back.

ive had a pretty inportant realization. from now on im gonna stop hashly judging people off of first impressions. well not first impressions, more like how they appear to me. like if someone is wearing cat ears and some cringy gaming tee, i wont treat them any differently then i normally would. i know this sounds elementary to a lot of people, but im glad i realized it. i used to be pretty judgmental! i almost even respect 'weird, cringe' people for having that much bravery. like you couldnt pay me 25$ to wear furry outfits or something like that in public. i dress very basic so i guess i dont really have a say on how people dress. honestly, i wear almost the same thing everyday. hoodie and track pants. anyway, i'll only judge people on the actions they take from now on. how they talk to people, their personality, their choices, etc.

not to sound really rude or anything but could you make like really really super fat obese people exercise by holding out their favorite foods in front of treadmill and making them run? like in those cartoons yk. i mean, im not super fat but i would run for my favorite food if i was hungry. or like a reward system of some sort. probably wouldnt work for people with really bad eating disorders cause thats like a whole mental thing. i really need to make a lemon meringue pie soon im really craving one. last time i made one the area between the egg whites and filling got all watery so im gonna try to fix that this time. it wasnt bad, it just didnt look for good.

i wish that instead of needing to be really funny or really pretty to make friends, you could just judge a person off their actions or at least just how they treat other people. i mean, im not an outcast of my school, i have friends, but i feel like everyone could be a lot more connected without he current social standards. i guess it shapes character, but still. i wish i was in one of those boarding schools with uniforms and stuff. and houses and a cool headmaster lady. like HOGWARTSSSSSSSS!!! i mean, no wizardry hogwarts. cause that wouldnt be feasable. but i swear if theres a boarding school with houses and stuff i will regret not being able to attend it for as long as i LIIIIIIIIVEEEE!!!!!!!! or a school like that show litte lunch. like little lunch but its highschool instead of elementary school, that would be awesome.

if you really think about it, you can make anything anything you want! everything we have a name for is a concept. like everything is real physically but the names we have for them arent. but obviously we do need to call things SOMETHING or else how would we communicate with eachother. if someone is so isolated to the point where they dont know anybody, do they need words? its not like anything near them could understand anything they were saying (animals, no humans). i guess whether you think names are real depends where you draw the line of mental and physical. cause for a lot of people their mind shapes their entire conciousness, therefore their surrounding and just how the view the world. i think mindset is one of the most powerful tools man has ever had. i mean, with the right mind-realm you could do anything you want. the only limits you have are physical, and a lot of those can be surpassed with certain mindsets anyways. honestly i kinda wish i didnt ever have to speak or use words. i think it would be a lot better if i could just do stuff on my own without anyone ever talking to me ever. i dont hate talking to people, i just dont say things that make me desirable as person and i regret what i say afterwards. i dont think im an insufferable person, i just think im really really really boring. and if i dont talk about interesting things i just say whatever im thinking of and most of the time i cant put my thoughts into words and then it just sounds like im talking with no purpose. i really really hope i dont have some sort of reputation in my school. i guess im kinda noticeable because im a pretty big person, like tall not fat. im not crazy skinny but i do swim team and workout some so i have broad shoulders. anyway, i wish we were all physical forms of how we view ourselves in our minds.

ughhhh i gotta pee really baaaaaaad. how would the world react if jesus actually returned? i would be hella scared to be honest. i mean im not REALLY religous but i am christian. anyway, i would be really scared cause then that would probably mean all the stuff that happened in the bible and all that was real, and thats gotta mean theres still some crazy bible shit around right? also, what if hes only coming back to kill us all? i wouldnt be suprised, we kinda ruined his dads whole planet and stuff. ngl i bet some people would try to kill jesus if he came back. unless it changed my daily life, i dont think i would really mind him coming back. would jesus eventually get on the latest trends? that would be really funny. ngl, i dont really want him to come back. i think some people would go insane!

what do you think makes someoone 'honorable'? it could be lots of things really, personality, good deeds, smartness, or it could be recieving an honor. whats an honor, and whats the best, or most honorable honor to recieve? things like the grammy, emmy, noble peace prize, and an oscar are all recognizable awards. but a lot of honorable people, are not honored. i mean, lots of times they will be honored by a few people, but maybe not as much as they should be. an upstanding citizen who truly and only wants to do good, most likely wont be honored by many. honor by defintion means, high respect; great esteem. often honor comes from other people, but do honorable people honor themselves? thats usually what you think is an 'under-dog' in a lot of movies. someone who's honorable actions or personality aren't noticed or honored by other people. are most of us under-dogs then? i guess that depends on what you believe to be an honorable person. talent, kindness, intelligence, strength, and bravery are all honorable things about a person. lots of people have at least one of those, but it really depends on your impression of that person. its not just 'flat' examples of honorable things like you may think, someone may be very intelligent in social life but not in academics. i think that person is intelligent either way really. you may be mentally very strong but physically not, and i think its just as impressive. everything is dependent on your perspective on someone really. i like to think everyone has something i can honor them for. it definetly helps me to be more optimistic when meeting people. i highly reccomend trying it!

is knowledge the key to everything? i dont mean just academics, i mean your general brain thing. like just being an absolute and overall intelligent person, who has a will to learn. if you have a will to learn, is that being intelligent? its definetly helpful. if you have a will to learn, you can expand your skill on literally anything. learnt the best way to workout and gain muscle, learn how to paint, learn how to draw figures, learn how to run, learn how to swim, learn how to expand your social skills, learn how to be the best romantic partner, learn how to be more undestanding of people.. literally anything. i think the most valuable and honorabe