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if you really think about it, you can make anything anything you want! everything we have a name for is a concept. like everything is real physically but the names we have for them arent. but obviously we do need to call things SOMETHING or else how would we communicate with eachother. if someone is so isolated to the point where they dont know anybody, do they need words? its not like anything near them could understand anything they were saying (animals, no humans). i guess whether you think names are real depends where you draw the line of mental and physical. cause for a lot of people their mind shapes their entire conciousness, therefore their surrounding and just how the view the world. i think mindset is one of the most powerful tools man has ever had. i mean, with the right mind-realm you could do anything you want. the only limits you have are physical, and a lot of those can be surpassed with certain mindsets anyways. honestly i kinda wish i didnt ever have to speak or use words. i think it would be a lot better if i could just do stuff on my own without anyone ever talking to me ever. i dont hate talking to people, i just dont say things that make me desirable as person and i regret what i say afterwards. i dont think im an insufferable person, i just think im really really really boring. and if i dont talk about interesting things i just say whatever im thinking of and most of the time i cant put my thoughts into words and then it just sounds like im talking with no purpose. i really really hope i dont have some sort of reputation in my school. i guess im kinda noticeable because im a pretty big person, like tall not fat. im not crazy skinny but i do swim team and workout some so i have broad shoulders. anyway, i wish we were all physical forms of how we view ourselves in our minds.

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first blog post on planet ana ever!!! pretty exciting. anyways, lets get to the blog part! today my face feels pretty bad. i dont know how to position my lips and its not fun at all. im very anxious to go to swim team practice today, i really sucked yesterday. like, i was the LAST ONE in all THREE lanes. coach didnt say anything to me though, so i guess im just slow. at least i dont have to do swim team when summer comes. which is in only a month! only 7-10 more swim practices to endure! math class is so boring. but i like our teacher, shes really good at speaking. im a little sad that today is probably the last day i'll ever see mr.donley, our student teacher in ela. hes a really cool and understanding guy, and he kinda reminds me of my ex-friend olivia's brother. they look really alike and i almost wonder if they're related. anyway, i wasn't sad until i thought about losing a 'character' in my life y'know? like, it doesnt even have to be someone important. of course theyre still like, alive and probably near in a physical sense, but after a while they'll be dead in my mind realm place, which is pretty sad. i'll probably forget them aswell. i think of forgetting very scary-ly. its like, a silent killer of your memories. and really, aren't your memories what make you YOU? what if i forgot everything. memories are what makes my mind, so i would be dead. not my body, but ANNA would be dead. which is pretty scary!

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